so ok harry potter amazing!!! n yesh im sick of school but pushing myself to get str8 a's i noe impossible but im goin to make history hahahaha umm lets seee not much going on relle im single as always relationships neva turn out as i have planned hahaha either i screw them up or the guy is a complete druggie or an idiot hahaha its mainly the last two but i do liek this guy n umm hes not a druggie so thats good!!!! hahaha all my girls noe who im talkin abt hahaha yea lets pray that works otu everybody seems to think sumthin is up alreadi but w/e hahaha onli summer will tell i relle dun wanna a realtionship till then hahaha party it up!!! n i think junior year will b a more subtle year n calmer a better time to settle into a relationship as well as hitting the books hard core !!!! so umm fav song called time im thinkn abt leaving the lyrics in this post!!! ahhhh xmas is coming up as well super excited i kinda wish itd snow or go up to colorado oo how i so love snow!!!! soo umm yesh not much more to talk about so heres the lyrics
time
Time, where did you go? Why did you leave me here alone? Wait, don't go so fast I'm missing the moments as they pass Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer So wait for me this time I'm down I'm down on my knees I'm begging for all your sympathy But you (I'm just an illusion) you don't seem to care (I wish that I could) You humble people everywhere (I don't mean to hurt you) Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning So wait for me this time I should've know better I shouldn't have wasted those days And afternoons and mornings I threw them all away Now this is my time I'm going to make this moment mine. (I shouldn't have wasted those days) I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning I've looked in the mirror My world's getting clearer so wait for me this time
it makes me think abt times in the future make it the best ever bc think abt it the friends u have now u mite never see them again!!! n wat if everything that happened meant something?? live it up class of 2008!!
Three Parts of Your Heritage 1. korean 2. african american 3. polynessian ( theres alot more)
Three Things That Scare You 1. thunder storms 2. never finding someone that will love me unconditionaly 3. not fufilling my destiny
Three of Your Everyday Essentials 1. hearing josh talk he makes my day with his lil sayings 2. friends 3. laughter
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now 1. socks 2. tanktop 3. sofees
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists--at the moment 1. sublime 2. jacks mannequine 3. something corporate
Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment 1. bruised-jacks mannequine 2. rescued-jacks mannnequine 3. giving it away-mae
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love) 1. honesty (speak ur mind dont hold back ) 2. i need laughter make me laugh n make me happy 3. give it his all
Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order) 1. i do have 5 piercings 2. i love my family 3. i dont have a dream journal sike i do Three Physical Things about Guys that Appeal to You 1. eyes 2. hair 3. style
Three of Your Favorite Hobbies 1. golf 2. writting/drawing 3. hanging out with my friends
Three Things You want really badly right now 1. get str8 A's to get my dad wil get off my back 2. to b able to drive 3. chocolate
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation 1. italy 2. london 3. hawaii
Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die 1. travel 2. fynd the one 3. b sucessful enough to make a diffrence
Three people I would like to see take this quiz 1. kt luttrel 2. special k 3. ash bash!
laffy taffy thnx to drew 4 singn it n andy 4 dancin to it
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ok so been awhile i noe that man im super busy or at least it seems liek this schick total gaffer i'll b walking down the hall n the queer acts liek i want to kill him hahhaha quite humerous umm wat else drivers ed broing todai i didnt have my cellular so i went n asked nate for his cell whihc had a girl on it so i refused to use it i ended up using swicks akak swift ahahaha hes a cutie n relle nice!!! hahaha thnx for caring abt me by sayn " unexpierence,alchool,and speeding " are the leading causes of detah in teens be careful i care abt you " hahaha it was so cute lol as much as immature the guys n our class r they certainly r the funniest!!!! hmm soo wat now lol me n joshy washy hahaha super hahah we still rnt dating but things r kewl btwn us i love it he always seems to makes me smile as kt wuld say it " hes the light n the dark" seriously he is amazing n ahh idk!!! i love to hear wat he did n hes corny jokes hahahaha its great!!! umm i saw special k's brother todai he looked quite nice i must say lol!! hmmm man im super bored umm oo yesh saw randyn talked to him like a minni seond but i love talkin to that kid regardless lol im his lil sunshine!!! oon 1st period talked to grant whom sits behind me he amuses me quite a lot keeps on sayin wen we r going to hang out hahaha mayb one day we will lol hes so funny!!!! he stole my pencil too n thats my onl;i untencil man!!! gwash i hope i get it back tomorrow!!!man oo i drove home from drivers ed!! yesh i got skill liek no other fool!!! so yesh much love to all n to all a good night!!!!
havent updated like i should but not much has been going on we had a girls night out on friday whihc was kewl we added kt henderson to our lil get together!!!! it was totally awesome i enjoyed every min of it escpecially the lil talk abt joshy washy lol i absolutely love that kid but otha than that night not much has been going on im offixally finsihed with my painting project n art!!!! but i sitll have to do that gay sketchbook n im a lil behind n language arts oo well!!! i'll figure it out someday!!! but yesh tis all leave sum love
ok so heres the dealio the game was so amazing!!! if u were not there u totally missed out!!! i got to hang out with joshy!!! that was absolutely fun kt n kyle came they were so adorable together!!! umm kt g n francis were all n green me n ash went all out with our outfit hence the pink hair!!! randyn was there with the other ashley!!! i hung out with kraft n the gang got molested by sum of the homosexuals aka the cross country team hung out with special k!!! oo met buddha he was amazing!! n he shared sum food with me!!! it was amazing oo tried to give randyn sum mayo buddha totally ate it!!! man it was jus great oo got catalina to come bc i convienced her to go which reminds me at school he told me to suck it up bitch bc i told her that a long time ago totally made a come back by telling her to go build a house liek the rest of her ppl she knew i was kidding i loved it!!! ne how yesh b ack to the game it wa sjsu undescribable i loved every second of every minute!!! man i wish i culd do it all over again!!! tis all
ok lab i was pretty mad bc i forgot my project which was due the next period fucking a but oh well trying to get over it !!!! umm lets see kyle whom is n love with my love kt gave me a hasbrown which was gr8!!! math was extra special got to work in groups!!! haha josh got with andrew ( yay!!) they make a good team n i got with the romanian kid alex which was good fun !! wen we were done i went over to where josh n andrew was sitting n joked around brought up being left handed with andrew then brought up wuld u rather b tall or short oo man it was amazing then art came totally finsihed that short project then me n kt henderson ended up paitning pictures of starwars i totally did yoda n she did chubaka hahaha oo wow spanish was hell like always bc the teacher is the spawn of satin but me craig n ashley totaly had a weird convo n that class !! umm lunch fantabulous as always walked with arch then saw schick all was kewl told them abt how i got a zero on that project bc im an idiot !!! umm wat tis else oo 6th period boring stupid sidhartha which i get i jus hate how he is n deep thought on everything i swear hes goin to b like y am i breathing!?! fucking lord umm i think that is all i wanted to say for one day!! oo las night a walk to remember was gr8 even though ive alreaid seen it twice its jus been a while ok so yesh that is all i suppose i shal update hence ne thing great happens
ok so yesterday amazing night i jus wanted to so run away with him n i noe i wuld have!!!! i went to bed with no food my mom made up for it this morning by taking me to starbucks yay!!!! ok so yesh then the consequences arose for not doing that fucking timeline ughhh!!!! i shuld have done it wen schick told me to but i did not wanna do it n i still dun wanna do it but its a project grade yikes!!! so i must do it!!!! umm oo yeah had a fire drill which was awesome bc it was during math n my whole math class is jus funny eric tried to b tall hahaha nathan didnt notice he was standing on books andrew said here wen mr anderson didnt call his name n wow he looked so good outside his eyes were all pretty outside haha it was weird u had to have been there!! ahh man oo n i didnt see him ( my love) todai this so makes me relle sad!!! bc in his arms i noe everything is ok!!! gwash he tells all !! so i relle hope he goes to the game on friday even if he hates it idk if he goes then i noe relle cares bc he relle hates going to the games lol mayb this time he'll stay!! haha ahh im dying here!!! lol neways i must leave i have this timeline to do man....
ahhh so i finally got a hug frum him n it relle has been forever i sware i wuldnt have let go had i known that i was this close to being late for my class man hes jus great i love him!!! ahh i jus wanna say " marry me now bc u make me so fuckn happy" literally the onli reason y i even bother with school!!! ahhh this is crazzy i completely trust him n i relle culdnt care less with wat other ppl say bc with him everything is perfect!!!! school sucked !!! spanish pisses me off but idc!!! for once i do not care!!!!!!!!!!! i jus wana b with him .............
get u love drunk off my .... check it out>. i drive these brothas crazzy i do it on a daily woot woot lol
ok so heres the deal im super fustrated im supa lonely n i jus want to b with somebodi i can make memories with is that so hard!!! especially wen u noe the person u want to b with but ur playing the fuckn ass waitign game which i dun mind but like idk this guy super amazing n im dying yea ok to u he culd b jsu trash but to me hes so much more i dun fuckn noe where he stands but god wen u say u love fuckn mean it n wen u say it multiple times im gunna think u wanna b with me b fuckn honest on how u feel i can easily get confused n right now i am confused be frank with me uh oh voacb word there but gwash man!!! do sumthin!!!!
random songs in my head
best deception: i heard abt ur trip i heard abt ur souveniers i heard abt the cool breeze n the cool girsl that u spent them with i guess i shuld have heard of them frum u.. dont u see that the charade is over n all the decpetions n the clever story awards go to u so kiss me hard cause this will b the last time that i let u u will b bac sum day n this awkward kiss that tells of otha ppls lips will b of service to keeping u away..
giving it away:n by the way it brought me here it makes me believe the best is still yet to come n i dun wanna leave forgive my hesitation oo but im learning to trust n u help me to dream these dreams cause i dun have a clue if ud b honest n say wat u mean u noe i wuld promise id do anything cause i noe that with out u im giving it away is this wat u wanted cause im willing to change now that i am certain that theres much more to gain uve introduced me to the moment oh but im lookin to stay for good yeah u ask me to stay forever well u noe that i wuld i wuld do antyhing if ud b honest n say wat u mean u noe i wuld promise id do anything caus ei noe that without u im giving it away the nights r 4ever mayb im wrong but it feels liek im so lost without u so i step towards the heat its the way i can see n it makes me believe that its u n by the way it brought me here it makes me believe the best is still yet to come n i dun wanna to leave i wont but ne way if ud b honest n say wat u mean u noe i wuld promise i do anything the nights r 4ever i cant get to sleep cause i noe theres a reason im n this dream ..>> me n special k's song n it describes my drama right now
choke on this: im here back n ur bed babe remember wat i said to u u can b my james dean i'll b ur sweet queeni said that u were my 1st but u werent eveen close no liek a frame n a movie ur jus one of mani grant me one last wish play russian roulette as we kiss i'll b ur cheap novelty blow ur brains out on me
speechless:Feels like I have always known u n I swear I dreamt about u All those endless nights I was alone Its like Ive spent forever searchin Now I kno that it was worth it With u it feels like I am finally home Fallin head over heels Thought I knew how it feels But with u its like the 1st day of my life Cuz u leave me speechless when u talk 2 me u leave me breathless the way you look at me u manage to disarm me my soul is shinin through Cant help but surrender my everything to u I thought I could resist u I thought that I was strong Somehow you were different from what Ive known I didnt see u coming u took me by surprise n u stole my heart before I could say no
***I run a million miles just to hear you say my name ***
hey guys i relle didnt get to explain wat happened n this vast space of time lets put it this way drama drama n lots of drama!! however yesterday was a blast!!! fianlly got to hang out with special k whom i love ever so dearly!!! it was jus amazing oo n she had this pillow n oo wow it was so great i slept on it n it smelled liek a hint of smoke with sum cologne ahh i loved it !! ne how not much to talk abt that except it was amazing!!! umm boy drama mayb idk i noe where i stand but i dun noe where he stands its quite vague its quite typical drama that u go through with guys except i relle relle like him !!!! wat am i talkin abt i love the kid n he claims he loves me n deep down i want to believe it n i do!! ne how thats it im not goin ne deeper n that!!! soo umm yesh i saw randyn at the mall yesterday apparently it was quite cold hahah j/k i love ya randyn!!! umm yeah lots of new music ive been exposed to thnx to my wonderful friends i love it!!!!!!!!!!! but yesh tis all
update! finally went and did key club stuff this morning. hanging out with kimmy lots have happened in this long time of space. love to you all and kimmy says she loves whoever is reading this.
ok so i just got back frum my road trip n lets jsut say it was pretty darn interesting ummm so come to find out i have golf camp next week ughhh not very excited abt it but oo well umm thats abt it hahahaha
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance. Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Your date match profile:
Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste. Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Your Top Ten Traits
1. Stylish 2. Athletic 3. Adventurous 4. Liberal 5. Outgoing 6. Intellectual 7. Funny 8. Sensual 9. Religious 10. Romantic
hey guys i havent updated bc not much has been going on i left it up to yal to choose wether to go my xnaga or my lj both will b updated wen i can update them! i love yal soo soo much n thanks fo all yals support hahah ok thats liek my grammy speach lol so anyways yesh ive been mostly hangin w/ danielle n yesterday went shopping the end peace bitches
<3 kisha
wat we were tanning n having fun gotta problem w/ it lol
ok umm not much has been goin on im failing a class so thats great lol stupid 2 zeros that came out of nowhere ahahah golf is excellent i guess im gettint o know sum of the guys n gettin relle close w/ kaylee shes so effin awesome me n my gurlies r meeting up tommorow night whihc is exciting!! ahhh spring break is coming up omg delima kisha didnt htink she was goin to b able to get her learners bc she turned in her certificate of attendance todai wen it was uspposed to b turned in yesterday so since kisha talked her way lol im good at that im gettin myn!! yesh anyways spring break is coming up too springbreak 2005 w/ my gurl danielle im excited abt that!!! ahhhh ok so i guess im stopping bc my fingers hurt so bad idk wat lol
wow im offically excited abt springbreak whoop whoop im goin to savnnah w/ muh gurl danielle ahhhh tubing n the beach wat else wuld top that hahahah not to mention my b day is on the 4th hahaha wow im excited ahahahaha mayb i can hang w. cory or liek actually meet the guy!! lol but yea im kinda nervous sumthin wrong is gunna happen thats totally goin to bumb me out but im not thinkn bad thoughts im jsut so glad danielle is coming shes the best i love her!! hahaha frosted flakes kicks froot loops ass!! lol wow ok im so excited i can pee my pants love you guys n i relle relle like this junior gosh!! i told coach smetz abt it n shes liek aww lol n i also said sum pretty stupid stuff in the car on the way back frum our tournament im so tired buts its kewl anyhow yes back to this guy ahhhh hes awesome n wats relle weird is dat i normally dont go fo guys liek dat but wow is this another story ahh!!
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wat if??
lets get this kick this shit!!
i lost my voice
wat a blast!!
i didnt get my hug!!
tell me... baby im confused
tired n no nap day tom. thnx
engaged lol special k
sry i didnt go 2 regional gosh
so effn excited
tired frum my tournament